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Getting a new blog.
10.28.04 (1:45 pm)   [edit]

 


  I'm getting a new blog


i can't take these chances anymore.


If you want the address to my new blog, you need to be a friend of mine, under the age of 27, and frequently (when you can) visit my blog anyway. If you want it, and you qualify, email me @ punkassbitch9696@yahoo.com and i will reply with the link. If you do not qualify, dont even try. I wont reply.


Thankyou.


 


oh and if you dont qualify, SUCKS TO BE YOU!! EAT DIRT.


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quizzes by the duzizzez
10.26.04 (9:43 pm)   [edit]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...amazing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...one of a kind
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OMFG :o

Who will give you an orgasm?
by leslie13
Name
Age
Virgin?
So, who will make you moan?Your History teacher
How?Intercourse.
Will it be good?mmm hmmm...:)
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I SURE HOPE NOT!!! lmao

Your Erotic LJ dream by cozzette
username
you went to bed feeling
You began to dream aboutscarlettal
who wasbiting you
inat thier office/workplace
witheveryone watching
which made youhot
but was interupted byjonboi_net
who began toget very pissed off
You awokewondering what it was you ate/drank/smoked/took
and you hopethat dreams do come true
chance of that happening:: 62%
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these are fun!

What do people really think about you?
by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents thinkYou're lazy
Strangers thinkYou're hot
Friends thinkYou need a fuck buddy
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ok done for now...
 
...as we know it
10.26.04 (8:53 pm)   [edit]
um... yeeah...

I'm gettin real good at feeling sorry for myself. The other day was homecoming, and nobody asked me. So ofcourse, i didnt go. I sat at home moping around and keeping my mouth shut. Every once in a while a tear would roll down my cheek and there was nothing i could do but wipe it off... (which i was so lazy that i didn't.) I sat at my computer and talked to people... this one guy kept telling me he loves me. he's from fuckin texas and i had just met him in a chat like the night before... w/e. some people just have no lives... like me.

on like mon, tuesday or wednesday, not sure, i did something i shouldnt have, and i didn't feel stupid about doing it. In fact, i STILL dont feel stupid about doing it. The scar, no matter what they try to tell me, will not be there forever. it barely even hurt but it was so satisfactory... and i promised... i SWORE i wouldnt scare myself again, and promises mean EVERYTHING to me. swearing doesnt but it means lots to other people so i put that in there... see when u swear something, you are usually are talking about god, and i couldn't give a fuck about god if i tried so swearing doesnt mean anything to me... but a promise... i fuckin broke a promise... and still dont feel stupid. I just feel bad for stirring up my friends.

reasons i did it. evvverybody asks that so i might as well put it, it saves a lot of explaining.
~one of my friends... she started going out with someone and totally ignoring her friends... and i knew it wasnt on purpose but i didn't know how to tell her... and that was causing stress... i knew i had to tell her
~a guy friend of me has started smoking pot and came to school stoned the other day... he bought 20$ worth (which is a LOT in washington compared 2 wut he got in cali, where he also bought 20 dollars worth) ...and it just kind of made me sad and mad and happy and confused all at the same time... because he thinks its cool and it scares me that i do but so do i, but he is hurting himself and all that shit and i worry... and he wants me to do it with him at some point... and i havent said yes but i havent said no either...
~ parents... lonnnng story
~homecoming.. now this is the part that makes me sick. i dont know WHY i'm so mixed up about this but i hinted to like three guys that i didnt have a date to homecoming. none of them did either. none of them asked me. none of them even went stag.

can you believe i've only been to a dance with a guy once?

can you believe i've never ACTUALLY had a boyfriend??? you know how fuckin depressed that makes me? like wtf did i do? why doesnt ne1 ask me out???? all my friends have had like at least 5 and i've had a total of ZiP. yeah, look i'm feeling sorry for myself again, right???? aaaaargh.

yeah those were the basic reasons, plus other things going through my mind randomly that i was upset about you know? and i wanted to do much worse than what i did but i stopped myself because i HAD promised that... and didnt realise till there was about a half inch on my wrist.

ooookay so yeah i've been kind of depressed, but things are slowwwwly going back to normal. (which is still depressing, but not too bad)
oh and after i did it

all my friends suddenly cared for like three days. like 'oh i'm here for you' but when i call, they're on the other line or, they're gettin a nother call, or they're just about to eat, or they're not allowed on the phone... allways something. how is that there?? At least i know what being there means. I've been called several times by crying friends and ditched my homework, skipped dinner, turned off the fucking tv. whatever you kno? stupid. i dont really cry with my voice, i'm pretty good at hiding it... so right away, they dont care.

but if i hurt myself they care. don't u think they're givin me the wrong idea??? whatever. it doesnt change my mind about anything except the importance of a good friend, which i knew from the beginning.

oh and me and mat - not a thing. never were... he wants to stay friends... i dont blame him i see how weird things get after you go out with somebody.

but whenever i get depressed i think of how much worse it could be. how much worse my friends have had it before, and i get mad at myself for complaining, and keep it all inside.

well i'm glad i did that while in a good mood, otherwise my keyboard would be flooded. i must stop typing... getting annoying. night.

~~StacerZ~~